So last night things came to an ending and I was depressed, I do admit I cried, then I seen hes already flirting with other girls, like I was nothing to him...hahaha so why does that make it so much easier to move on, not sure but its time to laugh and shout: I'm officially single now!!!
Maybe this time I can get with someone my age, and not too obsessed . *cough*cough*
I don't care I mean shoot life goes on and I jUsT dOn'T gIvE a FuCk!! lol
I can actually be myself now, wow I just smiled. It's a new day. Sucks I have to work 11 to 7 now ( those hours drag onnnn!!!)
Maybe its a good thing though. I need some change, I keep craving change. =]
I'm going to school....maybe next Wednesday is when I'm taking that lame test to go into a school. Going for photography =3
This has got to be a sign to just go with it. haha he would only hold me back anyways. I'm not ready at all to settle down and marry at the age of 19 going on 20 hahaha nah! not at all, I still have life to live first and be wild and crazy for a little bit longer. My past wasn't good enough, lol okay..whose got a longer past? hmmm whatever, don't care, the past is the past. Cry me a damn river, so I can swim across it to move on to the next guy. So yeah I can't wait till I stop working at the beach now because I'm getting really sick of it, last year was great for some reason, this year just sucked. So maybe if the world does end, it was meant to be, if it doesn't second chances I guess maybe next year will be better =]
Fuck you and I love my friends and fans =]